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A few months ago i started talking to a guy in my year. We got really close and i started liking him , then i told him . I told him i cut . The thing is he does it too . We promised we’d support each other through it .But a few weeks ago i told him that i done it that night and he said bulls*it and started saying stuff about me . We have recently became friends again but i still feel like he hates me .I love him now and everytime I see him i feel i need to cut because of him . And every night i actually do it . I feel like i have failed him , i just don’t know what to do